finally! some of my liturature!!

words.
words are my life. they save me from the dark dreams and nightmares that haunt me. they are my fortress of saftey, my haven. but, even though all that is true, why do words attack me so fiercly, and in great abundance? every day words are thrown at me, meant to hurt and kill my soul. my self confidence was murdered long ago by words. all that is left is my sanity.
alone.
i am alone forever. alone, left to wallow in the self pity that encasses my heart, that i try desperatly to fend off, yeat can't. fighting with friends, friends i want to be closer to, friends i want to apologize to, friends who hate me with all of there heart and soul. it hurts, and i can't fight anymore.
alone.
forever.........
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i wrote that in a time when i was alone and afraid. writing that made me feel soooo much better, and i am glad. i hope you enjoy it. love yas!!! bye!!

new blog! (how many blog shall i star?!?!?!)

hey peoplez! this will be brief, but guess what? i am gonna start a new blog! it will be kind like a reading circle....... so check it out! love yaz! bye!!!